I hear those word everyday
The ones I could never say
The ones that meen so much
The ones that can be explained with just one simple touch
This is for the people who never cared
And these are the words I never shared
So here it goes
The words I never got to say
I'll love you for always
I don't know what else to say when everything I love has been taken away. </3
I see a girl sitting in a corner
She is crying big heavy sobs
Her wrists are slit and blood is flowing down her arms
She lifts her head and looks in a mirror
She sees herself
And I finally see me
Can't you see?
This is all i'll ever be.
I tried to smile but it never worked.
You smiled at everything but laughed at nothing.
you cared but not enough to tell me.
I loved but not enough to live.
I lived but not enough to love.
So look at me one last time because this is me I am mine.
There I was face to face with the enemy.
Her eyes look at me with shame, pitty and sadness.
But when I see her all to familiar face I can't help but recognize her beautiful green eyes and gorgeous smile.
All to soon I realize I am looking myself in the face
I am looking at the real enemy
sad as day cold as night do you see the tears I cry?
morning comes just as soon as I want to leave.
I feel the feeling of mistake all around me.
what does this meen how can this be?
who took control who ripped out my soul?
please i'm begging make the hurt stop.
my heart its about to die and all I can do is cry.
dont do this please i'm begging I made a mistake.
this is me I am fake
tottaly lost and full of complaints.
I use to dance with you
Dance to our favorite tunes
Dance to our favorite song
And stay up all night long
Then it hapen you were gone
I was left to dance alone
Today I new was the end
I look at their faces and they mock me
I laugh at their jokes.
What else could you do when your the joke?
I look in the mirror
The words that come to mind?
Ugly, stupid, fat and
NOTHING
That's it i'm nothing
Stupid, ugly nothing girl.
Thats why
Today i new was the end