To Whom it May Concern:

This is my final goodbye

So last year I found the love of my life. A ex-friend of mine attemped to steal him. Then wrote this after ruining our friendship... It's directed to him....

I know i shouldn't take him back

You beat me with your hands,

She looks around at her family in black

Then to the oblong box that lays 

Can you hear me scream

No fear in my eyes

As I tell you goodbye

There's no going back

Now it's all the past...

No fear in my stride

As I walk by

I ignore your eyes

They tell me lies...

No tears in my eyes

As I realize

This is it

My final goodbye...

I'm not sure what to do I feel trapped in your gaze

as you look down at me it's your choice you say

This is it

My final goodbye

Look into my bloodshot eyes

And tell me it's all ok

This is the part I hate the most

Simple goodbyes that last forever

Not wanting to ever let you go

Your hands in mine

Fingers entwined

People around us buzz

In the speed of life

But we're frozen in a single moment of sincerity

Soft breath on my neck

Not wanting to go

I'd like to stay in your arms for all eternity

Your loving grasp

Our eyes lock

Our lips meet

You whisper softly it's time to go

I watch you as you leave

And bury my pain

The forgotten words that were not exchanged

I turn and leave

My paradise turned black with sadness

A promise I made

I knew I'd break

The blade is cold

With tears in my eyes

I leave my life..

People surround me
Invading my space
I'm suffocating
Air supply cut off as this noose tightens

I step

A sea of black engulfs me
Images flash my past.
It's almost gone.
Fingers wrap around my wrist

They tug
Memories flood back

They tug
Sunshine enters view

They tug
My head breaks surface

They tug
Air rushes into my lungs

They tug I see your face

They tug
I return to life.

She sits aloneHiding far from home
The voices saying She's a mess
She's feeling so depressed
But she has one friend Silver eyed
And silver tongued
His only payment Requires blood
Metal and flesh
Combine
Strengthening their bond
She knew it all along

Running down the skin
Pleasure from within
pulse racing
She never dries her eyes
The animal inside
Is satisfied.

She gives up

Sixteen years old suicidal

Innocence broken stolen in the night

On a bad road

leads to a dead end

The only way out

Is through knives and pins

The end it seems so far away

Being emo/gothic she can't wait for the day

Cutting in the night

Crying in the rain

Can anyone see her pain? Or are you too vain?

Up all night Listening to the screaming
Through the wall Breaking glass
Seeing the knife Lash out in anger
Cut and gash

Slap and tease Harsh words bring her to her knees
But it's gone to far
Blade to arm
To the floor she falls
This life she leaves In the past

The future's bright
Through the glass...

Everyday I hear them
They hurt me even more
When they call me a slut

Or call me a whore
I'm sick of the names